God :’(
I badly need inspiration right now!
I am so stressed and tired because of so many things to do… thesis, productions and other school works and requirements… then there’s the everyday arguments with Mom!
GAH! I NEED STRENGTH FOR ALL OF THESE!
Then I remembered, God is strength! He’s the one I need. So, I prayed. I prayed real hard to Him. I know He heard me but it seemed He did not want to listen or is it me who did not take time to listen to Him? It is me.
Lord, I AM GETTING WORSE AND WORSE. I am surely not worthy to be called Your child. I always ask for forgiveness. I always seek help from You but I never helped myself.
Why am I like this Lord? Why do I always sin? Why do I always let temptations win?
GOD. I am so weak.
I tried becoming a better person, Lord. A better friend. A better daughter. A better child.
Yet when I try, I always end up failing.
And now, I am afraid.
